I've been terribly sad lately. I can't tell if it's the workload, the weather, or the total lack of any human contact I seem to be constantly surrounded by. I feel almost terrified to talk to my own friends, fearing... Rejection? Again? It feels as though every human being just has a switch for how they feel about me, and right now, it's negative ( Read more... )

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
I've decided that I'm allowed to bitch as much as I want in this fucking thing. If some stranger read it, they'd think I'm the most depressing ( Read more... )

I am so sick of this fucking house.

I've been looking at these walls for so long, I swear I could point out every discolouration in them from memory. Every chip in the plaster, every pen mark in the wood. I've been staring at them for hours at a time, for over a month now.
I've left the house once for something social-related.

The repetition makes it ( Read more... )