Note to self: kill me now

Dec 31, 2009 16:58

Well, my parents discovered a biology lab I had forgotten about. It was a big one too. 300 points. And I had all the data and processed it and everything, but I didn't write out the report and it would have been so easy, but I got scared. I don't know what I was scared of - failing, maybe - but now I'm even more terrified of the future. I just need to go back to a few months ago and threaten myself until I just do what I need to do. Goddammit, I was getting a B in that class.

I don't deserve anyone's sympathy because I did this to myself. I just need to do it. If you hear from me again before I've finished it, please just yell at me. Loudly. I'll see you around. Maybe.

oh dear lord, aargh

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