damn...

[lizzerd215]

so wednesday my best friend mark go expelled. i miss him. im not sure if he considers me to be one of his best friends, but i consider him to be mine. he made me laugh, smile, always told me if i looked pretty in the morning, didnt shun me for dry heaving every morning, liked my sarcasm and my bitchy ways and was just so great. pvi is slim pickin' for good people and he was one of them. i dont laugh as much anymore or have good conversations/anyone to bitch about my day with while smoking. i miss him, a lot. i hope ill see him out of school.

and also on wednesday my swim coach told me that im not varsity caliber and if i dont come to one more practice i should not come back. i hate him so much. i only swim to keep my parents happy.

im still in a shitty mood.

this is one of the worst fridays ever.