Sometimes
I ask myself why I even bother paving a future for myself
So then I stop
That's when I ask myself why wouldn't I? and I begin again
Till, again, I ask myself, what's the use?
I chase happiness so fucking hard.
I thought I saw it blooming four weeks ago. But I didn't let it. Because the end was just as preemptive as all my other endings. There's a sign on my chest that says do not enter, but I wanted so bad for you to enter. There once was a key but it dropped in a pit of furious laaaavvvaaaaaa.
The end.
So then I stop
That's when I ask myself why wouldn't I? and I begin again
Till, again, I ask myself, what's the use?
I chase happiness so fucking hard.
I thought I saw it blooming four weeks ago. But I didn't let it. Because the end was just as preemptive as all my other endings. There's a sign on my chest that says do not enter, but I wanted so bad for you to enter. There once was a key but it dropped in a pit of furious laaaavvvaaaaaa.
The end.