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just saw a video on motivation that discribes how it's in peoples nature to wax and wane. much like the seasons I have times of high productivity and others of not so much. I feel like I'm towards the end of a wane phase. I was in markham for two days and I was overcome with sloth. late nights on the internet and sleeping till mid afternoon. infact I'm on am all nighter right now trying to reset the system. I hope it works out.
so I had some depressive thoughts as a result of the phase. I felt a huge pressure falling on me to plan the young peoples conference. its a position I've wanted for some time now and really isn't even mine (nor would it ever all be) . I'm learning at times when I feel overwhelmed to let go and let god. (tho I hate using a slogan).
So I met a girl last week at footwork. she seems really sweet. unfortunately she lives in Collingwood. I think its a great opportunity to get to know someone. its weird how the timing just happened. she's going to come for a night of camping. it'll be a good chance to get to know her better, see if there's chemistry.
anyway I could go on but I'm at a labor ready job so I'm out!
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