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Through pain and adversity come strength. I feel like it time for a major change in my life. I'm broke, and its making me very unhappy so i figure i have two choices as far as actions i must take immediately 1, get a job so i can pay for the lifestyle that i'm so addicted to or 2, change my lifestyle. I think i'm going 2 just go straightedge. In fact i'm going to go out to a meeting tonight. I can't say that today is my quit/dry date, but i have to start warming up to the idea of getting off everything that has been holding me back. But i know getting rid of the bad isn't the only part thats important. I have to fill that void with efforts to improve myself, in and externally.