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Sometimes you miss something, and you can't ever get it back - no one can find the rewind button, and you're just stuck wondering what the hell happened and trying to figure out what everyone is talking about because nothing makes sense without a full understanding of what's already taken place. You struggle and cling to any opportunity to be a part of it, but no matter how hard you try, the fact is that you missed it. You weren't there and you weren't part of it. You stopped paying attention for a minute and you cant tell if its the same story with the same characters or if somebody changed the channel without your noticing. Now you've got to decide if you should devote all of your attention to figuring things out and immersing yourself into the story or if you should give up and just change the channel.