Mar 20, 2005 11:12
Scorpio
You were busy for weeks, and now you've completed what you were working on. Congratulations are definitely in order, but you know how you get when you have too much time on your hands. If you're starting to feel worried and anxious, but not quite sure what about, this sense of restlessness might be the problem. Sit down and think about it: is it time for a new project?
Alright! I'm done with this "re-adjusting to my life" crap. Its just an excuse for me to be lay about and not get anything done.
I've got to be getting on peoples nerves too. When I get like this, i tend to project my discontent for about 15 feet in every direction.And Lay about at other peoples places, and not be very interesting. Time to re-evaluate. No, not even re-evaluate. Time to make some progress.
I know what I'd like to take on, and what I need to get done.
I just deleted my business e-mail address from the label. Isaac has opened a new one for booking. Turns out I'm not the only person hes been unable to work with, or whos position hes taken over. Theres a string of them going back a ways. So I don't feel so bad, and I wish him luck, hes taking an awful lot on.
I can put all of my contact info into other files and save myself some space. And the band still calls me thir Lizzie, so all seems well.
And I have several Strong leads on jobs. I may wind up back in the food service after all, but it IS work, and I am still looking for better. I take this with too much gravity for someone my age. If I'm still waiting tables into my 30's, then I've got a problem.