so long, sweet slumber. i fell into you, now you're gracefully falling away...
having a good, surprising, guilt free weekend.
thursday: got up earlier than i needed to, felt good, film presentation, theory class, hanging out at jerret's house with rachel, jerret, wes and justin. went to appreciation, met everyone at applebee's after class, ate jerret's leftover pasta, jerret went to work, wes went home, rachel went home, justin and i went back to jerret's and watched most of gangs of new york and fight club and participated in a sketchy booze run [it was more sketchy in our minds than in reality], picked jerret up from work, rachel and chris came over, everyone but chris crashed at jerrets. i did not participate in booze consumption, but too many allergy meds made me dehydrated and dizzy.
ive never been more warm, comfortable and happy falling asleep in my life.
friday: woke up at 10.30 or so, rachel, justin and i went to school for a bit, rachel went off to find janey and justin and i went to the library and played some mystery-solving video game [lmao] and then to the computer lab to print off D&D stuff [LMAO] because a bunch of the boys were going to game later that night. went back to jerret's, went to jalapenos, justin got sick at the same time i started feeling really sick, met my family at the Y, went swimming with my sisters for about 90 min, hayley and i went home, i took a much-needed shower and and finally threw the clothes i'd been wearing for 45 hours into the laundry, crawled into bed at 6 o clock pm and slept until 11 pm and fell back asleep half hour later. woke up at 10.30am.
today i've just been bumming around with hayley. she brought me back a sweet patch for my backpack, it's the flag used in the revolution with the snake on it that says Don't Tread On Me and she bought me a Claddagh ring. and a postcard with a turkey on it. she's a sweet girl. tomorrow is Easter, which means wearing a dress and eating way too much and being too old for the Easter egg hunt but participating anyway, seeing the grandparents and cousins and it might be weird without Dad but then again, he was always hit or miss with holidays anyway, what with work and parental fighting.
i wonder if my cousin ben knows about my parents. i wonder if anyone will be asking questions. "oh, he moved to missouri about 10 weeks ago."
i'm a little confused, slightlt paranoid, but mostly curious, and i'm probably not being as cautious as i ought to be, because i feel so good, i'm so happy and i'm getting exactly what i wanted for so long. that's just human. hayley is being my voice of reason. which is good because i probably wouldnt listen to anyone else.
i love the mix i made for codo of songs i want to learn. i have like, 4 lessons left with perhaps the one make-up lesson from when he was gone or i was gone, i dont remember which.
Spring is my second favorite season after autumn. winter is my most hated season.
this makes sense.