You made me feel like the act of love was empty
When will I ever learn? I shouldn't ever get close to someone. All it causes is heartache and misery. How many times do i need to get hurt before I realise I should never let someone get close to me?
I tried hard. Even though at times it felt like I was putting in more effort, that it was so one sided... I persisted. There was something there worth keeping. But it's obviously not reciprocated. I thought I was being fair. I wasn't asking much. But it was still wrong. How can someone profess their love in the same sentence as implying they don't want to be with you. It's fucked. And I don't know how much I'm going to put up with. I'm exhausted. I can't do it any more. A part of me doesn't want to lose it, but a part has already begun the great big disconnect. Remove all emotion. Freeze everyone out
I tried hard. Even though at times it felt like I was putting in more effort, that it was so one sided... I persisted. There was something there worth keeping. But it's obviously not reciprocated. I thought I was being fair. I wasn't asking much. But it was still wrong. How can someone profess their love in the same sentence as implying they don't want to be with you. It's fucked. And I don't know how much I'm going to put up with. I'm exhausted. I can't do it any more. A part of me doesn't want to lose it, but a part has already begun the great big disconnect. Remove all emotion. Freeze everyone out