Nov 22, 2010 20:32
Obviously i haven't talked about anything these last days, on LJ. 'Cause i basicly didn't and still don't have anything to say to you guys. (wich is basicly only a few persons) But since i've been very inspirational, dramatic, colorfull, crazy and vibrant, i'm just happy. So i'll talk to you. I think you noticed the word 'inspirational' , so you can expect some fuckin good writing.
but it will take a week or so, cuz i'm now thinkin' about making this shit really fucking good! I'm not sure what it's gonna be about, since i'm now listening the new album off mcr. It may or may not be some awesome frerard. I still don't have the actual album in my hands, but there are some tracks on the interweb, wich is awesome to listen too. So please try to act like you're looking forward to that.
I just checked the last post i made, it's about Jeffree star and stuf?
Well yeah, Jeffree is good. but really not worth making such an anouncement about it at this time of my live. I'm into very diffrent stuff now, you can basicly give me any type of music at this moment, i'll probably like it.
So nothin is really inspiaring to do anything. It's just the real me who's comming out of this lil' black heart i first had, it's now becomming this bloody red and way to big heart for that cave i like to call a chest, you know? It's sick. I just feel really sick like i'm betraying the style i was, the style i used to be.
i'm afraid to tell people i fucking love ke$ha and i don't give a fuck about her using auto-tune. Then again, i picked up and old Guns and Roses album, being the most pure thing ever. Then, i'm just melting into the music. It's pretty weird, knowing like people would just hate me for that. being those two persons combined in to one.
even more shocking: i might be about a million people in one, wich makes me a really hyper and colorfull person, but at the same time i'm afraid to be that person.
now, i'm trying to totaly go for it and let people love or hate it, trying to not be bothered by it to much.
that's about everything i wanted to say, not like you'll read it. <3
hugs and kisses xx :D