Mar 20, 2006 22:46
You leave me dumbfounded sometimes. I understand why you do the things you do which scares me. How is it that i can find logic in your stupidity? These are the times when i want you to just leave. I am thriving to walk across that stage to get away from you. As harsh as that sounds, that is what we need if we ever want to be as close as we were. Er. if you can call it that. It was more of a convienence for the other.
I was the original one dang it. Mine. As the birds said on Finding Nemo...mine! I am a spoiled brat and i dont like it when i dont get what i want.
Everyone is telling me to drop you. God has put you in my life...and makes me see you at least 3 times a day for a reason. Maybe to drive me mental. That codine is looking really good right now.
Think about it. I see you at church, school, you go to my work occasionally...wow, you arnt leaving are you?
You know what pisses me off the most? If i were doing half of what you are doing, you would call me a whore and would never talk to me much less look at me.