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hey guess what? i am really really happy. and have been for several days. why? i am not completly sure.
mostly because i have become close with many people who i love very much.
and because i help the people who need me. because my parents love me.
and i have the chance to travel, to france in Feb to NY in april and to Quebec in the summer.
and because midterms are over and i did pretty well on all of my tests.
and because i started two awesome new classes.
and because i have early dimissal tomorrow.
and because i blew off tom the other day and haven't regretted it yet. and because i haven't smoked anything or taken anything or drank anything in 23 days.
and i feel great.
about myself and about my future.
and because the people at PP understand everything.
and because they don't turn you away.
and because my period is pretending to be regular but i don't care because i hate when it is late.
and because i found steve again.
and because i am getting coffee with him tonight.
and because Em and Santina both love me again.
and because everything makes me know that i am a better person like this.
because when things are this good i understand how important it is to take care of myself.
it makes me feel like a good person.
because you know what? i am a good person.
and i am going good places with my life and i can really do ANYTHING i want to.
and you know what i want?
i want everything i just said.
so this rocks.
mostly because i have become close with many people who i love very much.
and because i help the people who need me. because my parents love me.
and i have the chance to travel, to france in Feb to NY in april and to Quebec in the summer.
and because midterms are over and i did pretty well on all of my tests.
and because i started two awesome new classes.
and because i have early dimissal tomorrow.
and because i blew off tom the other day and haven't regretted it yet. and because i haven't smoked anything or taken anything or drank anything in 23 days.
and i feel great.
about myself and about my future.
and because the people at PP understand everything.
and because they don't turn you away.
and because my period is pretending to be regular but i don't care because i hate when it is late.
and because i found steve again.
and because i am getting coffee with him tonight.
and because Em and Santina both love me again.
and because everything makes me know that i am a better person like this.
because when things are this good i understand how important it is to take care of myself.
it makes me feel like a good person.
because you know what? i am a good person.
and i am going good places with my life and i can really do ANYTHING i want to.
and you know what i want?
i want everything i just said.
so this rocks.