im eating triscuits and i realized...no body goes on here anymore...

AAAAHHH Today is my driving test!!! aahhhhhhhh im naturally scared....

i think i have realized that my regular life is over, now that i have fallen in love. like, i get so bent out of shape when things dont go the way i want. like ryan got this job, a new job thats pays fairly well. good hours, and he had already put in his two weeks at haagen dazs then went back and worked for them for like three days because he lost ( Read more... )

So things have seemed to be coming together lately for me. My new job, although is really boring has helped me to recover from my constant debt and brokeness. But now, Im having to spend the left over money on Ryan's bills. He starts his new job on the 26th, but to tell you the truth i have no faith in this new job. Its Valeria's internship. And i ( Read more... )

so ive been having some health problems lately caused by who knows wat. basically my body hasnt been making enuff of the good backteria hat hte body usually has so my stomach and my ass have been paying for it. sad i know. i felt like an old lady with hemrohds. its ridiculous. but now that i know wats wrong ill be taking asidophilus and eating ( Read more... )

so i start school next wednesday. its at kaplan university. its an online university that goes by the quarter system. gonna be hard. i switched my major to business administration. so the classes im going to have are: intro to undergrad online learning for business, intro to business, academic strategies for the business professional and marketing ( Read more... )

so ive realized ive gotten really fat. ive gained at least 50 pounds since i started college, quite ridiculous and quite sad. i didnt really notice it until i went shopping the other day and i couldnt find any cute pants that fit me. i almost wanted to cry. sometimes people shouldnt lie. they tell me oh no youre not fat your just thick, but dont ( Read more... )

so an update. i started working at pf changs about a month ago and a week ago i put in my two weeks notice because im going to be working at this concrete and asphalt company close to my home. i will make 13 starting and after 90 days ill have benefits and a raise. its 40 hours a week. from 7:30-4:30 everyday. should be exciting. AND my favorite ( Read more... )

so everything in my life is great, but i have started to think...does ryan think im attractive anymore? i mean seriously, he used to be all over me but now its kinda like were an old married couple. he just gets up in the morning and goes and takes a shower. it used to be like where we would cuddle for a couple hours, do it once or twice then go ( Read more... )

I GOT A NEW JOB!!!! and you want to know the cool things about it. there are quite a few ( Read more... )