being broke sucks.
snot and tears are blending in my face now. this sudden downpour of misery, helplessness and self-pity is due to the realization that i have just have less than 200 bucks left. i spent about 2000 dollars for my hospitalization three weeks ago because my healthcare plan did not cover my condition. my family did not even offer a cent to at least help lessen the burden of my expenses, so here i am, almost destitute. and i have bills to yet to pay- living expenses that will further deplete whatever is left of my cash. plus i have to go back to my doctor three weeks from now to get my frozen section results- if the mass removed from my body is cancereous or not. not to mention jobless and no income until i don't know when. oh my god. whatever did i do to deserve this? while i am thankful to be at leat alive for now, these harrowing experiences for the past month are just too much.