Oct 05, 2006 19:01
For these crazy moods. I just can't seem to keep myself on meet feet as of lately. I'm down then up then back down again. I feel as though I'm going to be alone forever. And I don't just mean romantically. I've got vertually no one out here. My roomate's great but she has a life too. I just dont know...
I'm coming home this weekend...hopefully that will help.
Yogi got put to sleep a couple days ago. He was such an awesome dog. I missed our Sunday morning walks already, but knowing there will never again be one is fairly upsetting.
Why is it that people just need to jump back into your life and screw things up? I mean yeah, I care about you a TON and I miss you terribly but there was a reason that I was trying to forget you, at least temporarilly. I want to be with you, but I don't know if that is possible right now. You're sooo far away. This song fits sooo perfectly right now. I guess I will just have to see what happens. I'm tired of messing with fate.
Vague - I know...but if you really want to know, just ask.
I've been having issues with old habits again...no not that. But something not good none the less. I could use some stability about now. Again vague...sorry.
I need a hug more than you could ever know.