May 02, 2004 21:43
This is a letter to you. You know who you are. So does everyone else that reads this but their not who i am writing this for. I am writing this to you. You made last night so amazing that i cant even explain it. When i saw you come up thsoe stairs i felt my heart jump out of my chest and run circles around me. Just the way that the light hit you and made you shimmer in the sun....I am still amazed by that picture in my head. The whole night and everything about it makes me the happiest person alive. I just wanted to tell you how much i like you the whole night...but everytime that i felt like i could, the words would get stuck in my throat. I have never felt this way about anyone as i do you. I just dont know how else to say it. When i took you home the reason that i probably drove like shit was not because i was tired, it was the fact that i was looking at you. Sitting their, looking so peaceful and beautiful...i just wished that the night never would have come to an end. Someday you will read this and either smile or...well hopefully you will just smile. I just want you to know that if i could i would stop th sunrise for you. So that we could sit together and watch it for hours. I mean for god sake i quit smoking not for me....but for you. You are the only person that i could think of everytime i lit one up. Now i am going to leave you with a gift. Its a poem that i am going to write right now just for you. For you are one of the few that i would ever do this for.
The Last Dance
My heart was heavy, my mind filled
With the thoughts of what to say next.
Remembering the sight of you
Remembering the smile you gave me
As i felt my heart jump out of my chest
And run in circles around feet.
Now as i replay the last dance with you
Over and over in my head
Their is just one thing i wished i had said
Their is no one that makes me feel like you do
Their is no one who can make me as happy as you
Heaven has blessed you with the beauty of a thousand sunsets
And i thank god for puting you here with me.
This dance i wish will never end
Keep the music playing and give me a chance
To say the things in my heart
To say the things on my mind.
The music stops and its time to leave
The moon shines like a spotlight for you and
The stars sing of you
As the car speeds down the highway
My eyes drift from the road
To where you sit next to me asleep.
In this moment i am happy
In this moment i am free.
As i walk you to the door
I want to freeze the moment
That i took you in my arms.
As the night drifts on
The song still plays in my head
Because to me
The last dance will never end.