Letter of Confession
Well lets see today was not real crazy at all. I really kinda enjoyed it. Still all that is on my mind is girl and how much that i like her. I just dont know how to say it to her....I always feel that i will screw it up in some way shape or form. I know that it sounds stupid but it sucks. I would just like her to know...if she ever reads this...how much she really means to me...I dont know how else to explain it. If you are reading this than you mean everything to me...you make my life more bareable because i know at the end of the day that you will always be there for me...but most importantly of all...i love that you are just you and that no one can take that away. If i had one birthday wish it would be to spend one day with you even just one minute...really...It would be the best minute of my life...you just mean so much to me that i cant even put it into words...and that poem that you read laying on my bed...that was how i wished things could be between us...i know that it sounds cheesy but thats all i have wished for...everynight...is just to be the one there for you when you needed someone the most...your happiness means everything to me...I know that this is a lot but most of all...all i want is for you to be happy...thats all that i have ever wanted...i just know whatever mood i am in...bad, good, it will get better as soon as i see your smile or just your face...I hope that you will read this...because of the fact that i will end up telling you this eventually...like at prom this weekend...but even if you dont i want you to know that i will always be there for you...call anytime that you need me...i just want you to know that i will always support you in all that you will do...even if you need a little pick me up from time to time. Well there you go...if you read this or not i just spilled a lot of whats going on inside of me...even though i could write for hours. This i will call my letter of confession...Well to who ever reads this, good night and take care.