...I'm back I guess..
.....I don't have anything good to say really...my life is a mess...and I don't know what to do...I have only planned one way out...and unfortunately it doesn't work for everybody left who loves and cares about me. There has never been darker times then these. No one knows how to help me because I don't know how to help my own mental state right now...I miss Mort so dam much literally all the time...he just doesn't give a shit really...I don't know why i'm so emotionally lost...