one more semester of college. it's fucking surreal.

hahah 21 weeks since my last entry.. i don't think anyone reads this shit anymore--but i gotta mark the start of my junior year of college. woo

it's time to deal with it. and i dunno if i can.

i can't believe my sophomore year of college is basically over.

i have terrible friend selecting abilities, but aside from all that nonsense..i have great grades and am possibly getting a car. though i'm dealing with ridiculously painful tooth extractions, life is ok. spring break is gonna be awesome in tampa...i cant wait to chill on the sand and drink margaritas all day. i cannot wait until summmmmerrrrr

dammmmn. bitch.

i wish that tara girl would CALL ME

at least send a girl a text message geez

wow. life is fucking complicated. i just wanna be happy. completely, truly, and undoubtedly happy. why the hell is that so hard?

soo things in my house are completely miserable. i got screamed at and cussed out and told that one of my good friends doesnt want to "be my friend anymore" ughh i hate people. i should've known from my experience in high school that this living situation would NEVER work. ugh. i mean really--i'm letting someone live in my house for free and i get ( Read more... )

i'm STUPID

it's so frustrating just how dumb i am...I really am my own worst enemy

my life has officially fallen apart and i don't know if i'm a strong enough of a person to deal with all of this