places to see and people to do
Well I have made decision to the question I have been stewing about.... and later tonight i will be a single gal... I love Jay I mean i REALLY love him... but hes taken every thing I have that is actually mine.. my trust, my virginity, my heart, and my faith, I will not let him take my dignity as well I have jepordized that way to much in the past as it will and i know this.
1 I cannot make him want to be with me
2 I cannot make him happy
3 I cannot make him love me
So there is nothing left to do except in Jays words "pull up my pants and leave" i wold like nothing more in the world then to make this work but i know his mother was right he is too much like his father.. a sad thing. He will never meet somone else who loves him like I do and treats him like I do.. I however have no fear that somewhere someone will love me. The beginning of the rest of my life.
to anyone who reads this and knows Jay please do not reveal that our end was premetitated because i dont thing that would be the appropriate thing to do.
in other news cayci and i are venturing to EKU on thurdsday and will be there at about noon, Missylissa is traveling with us and i have informed the rents that I have to go to whitesburg that day because of work... so this operation is very hush hush. Im excited to meet all Caycis friends and have a good time. So ne one in the area who wants to see us drop me a line and we'll arange some kinda somthing or another lol.
1 I cannot make him want to be with me
2 I cannot make him happy
3 I cannot make him love me
So there is nothing left to do except in Jays words "pull up my pants and leave" i wold like nothing more in the world then to make this work but i know his mother was right he is too much like his father.. a sad thing. He will never meet somone else who loves him like I do and treats him like I do.. I however have no fear that somewhere someone will love me. The beginning of the rest of my life.
to anyone who reads this and knows Jay please do not reveal that our end was premetitated because i dont thing that would be the appropriate thing to do.
in other news cayci and i are venturing to EKU on thurdsday and will be there at about noon, Missylissa is traveling with us and i have informed the rents that I have to go to whitesburg that day because of work... so this operation is very hush hush. Im excited to meet all Caycis friends and have a good time. So ne one in the area who wants to see us drop me a line and we'll arange some kinda somthing or another lol.