Jan 31, 2005 04:38
I have found that putting to much thought on any certain subject is not a good idea... in-depth thought proves only to complicate an otherwise simple matter. It can cause one to invent things.. such as forming something or someone into a pillar of perfectness where there should be fault, and finding faults where there are none. Have you ever heard the old cliche "let sleeping dogs lie"? well that has a whole new meaning for me.. Incandescent ramblings of one who has the greatest fear of loss.
I have found that I am a creature of habit, and I tend to plan things too far ahead.. I suppose that i thought I NEEDED to have everything set straight before it was time.. This i have discovered is one of my many follies... I seem to want things that can never be and despise things I already have.. Just food for thought, though i wish my thoughts were starved instead of overly nourished.
On another note, I have heard nothing of my dear friend sean in the past few days and I am wondering what has become of him... Sean dear if you happen to read the words of this idiot please let me know how you are, its not like you to disappear.