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this morning i moved into my dorm. xiayang was here, her english name is feely. okay. the room is big. we're gonna rearrange it so that we don't have bunk beds because i really dont want to be on the top, its just such a hassle. lizzy came down while i was unpacking so we went to shafer with marsh to get breakfast. we invited this kid sam to sit with us. he was like super tall but rode a tiny bmx bike. he has an apartment nearby. he's vegan straight edge. so then me and lizzy and marsh went to marsh's dorm which used to be a hospital and its soo creepy hha like there were these terrifying knocking noises so we left and went to get lunch from panera after we hung out in lizzys room for a while. her roommate has hot pink hair and wears white face makeup with black eye shadow and she loves jeffree star and my chemical romance STILL. its hilarious. so at panera abi met up with us and i went into chipotle with her to get food and when we came out lizzy and delaney were with illya and all his black friends who i still dont know. they all talked about drugs and parties and i just went on facebook on my ipod, no thanks. we went to barnes and noble to get illya's books then we walked all the way down main street to some shop so they could get some paraphernaliadiksngjdn and it was super hot out and i was wearing black jeans all day. oops. so then i was feeling super down all alone in my dorm because of the huge contrast between being around people and then not and thennnn abi came and asked me to come get dinner. so we went to shafer and met up with her friend matt. abi's gay p.s. and i think she's kind of into me. she found me a mustache and gave me a balloon lion "leo the love lion" and gave me a bouquet of flowers she picked just like joe used to do all the time. so we ate and then me and abi went to her room to watch a movie, she fell asleep, she was exhausted. the movie was pathology, freaking insane movie. i had my first floor meeting, some homely girls on this floor, only 2 other dance majors but i dont care cuz lizzy and abi are both in johnson here too. abi wanted me to come out with her but my meeting went super late and i am so tired so i just stayed in. as i was about to skype with shelby, matt called so we talked. hes really nice. then i skyped with shelby for a bit and ive just been sitting around since. im about to go to bed, a pretty successful day one. classes start thursday. tomorrow will be a pretty low key day i think but wednesday will be busy so thats good. i hate that i already cant wait to come home in a month for that weekend and that weekend will be like torture, dangling what i want in front of me and then snatching it away after a few days. but i need to come home. im going to survive here of course plus its just the first day and im feeling like one of those girls who cant enjoy her experiences because she misses like her boyfriend or something. i hate those girls. and i dont even have a boyfriend and i dont really miss anyone in particular. its just that things were picking up at home and i was in the past soo excited to leave and still was but it was still kind of a bummer.