Aug 15, 2009 20:24
so i move in tomorrow. im nervous but im not. like im so excited to move on with my life and everything and i dont want to puss out like marcy did. i am not going to do that. but im so nervous about starting fresh especially since things have been going so well lately. i dont want to jinx the one thing by talking about and its only been a week and its just talking. me and cassie are really good friends and things with brian are good again but hes leaving for school at the end of september so whatever. just things were going good, i was starting to let myself feel again and actually was feeling a little bit but now i have to go back. i just am so excited to dance but im nervous about that because those are my classes, im being graded and im just afraid. i dont know. everything will work out, i know.