I'm better now...
it's not running away from your problems if the problems you're leaving aren't your own.
I know what I want, who I want to be, where I want to be, where I am going.
When I came home I had no direction. When I left Agnes I was completely lost and headed for the bottom. I knew that if I was going to crash and burn I wanted to crash and burn at home in my safe place and that's exactly what I did. I came home, hit rock bottom and stayed there. I made the choice to stay at the bottom. Eventually I saw things clearer and things made more sense. Over the last few months, I have gone through so much and changed so much. I have become the person I have always wanted to be. I am different and I know it. All I want now is to stay this way. I want to be able to be okay even when things don't turn out as planned and I think I'm doing a damn good job of it. All I have to remember is to think through things and logically react to situations without panicking or letting my emotions get the best of me.
Ladytron reminds me of Georgia.
You're right, everything happens for a reason...I'd like to think that there was a reason we didn't meet until now but I guess it's for different reasons than I would like. My friendship and her happiness mean the world to me so therefore I know what I must do. I know that in the end no matter what nothing will come between our friendship and that is what makes it okay.
I know what I want, who I want to be, where I want to be, where I am going.
When I came home I had no direction. When I left Agnes I was completely lost and headed for the bottom. I knew that if I was going to crash and burn I wanted to crash and burn at home in my safe place and that's exactly what I did. I came home, hit rock bottom and stayed there. I made the choice to stay at the bottom. Eventually I saw things clearer and things made more sense. Over the last few months, I have gone through so much and changed so much. I have become the person I have always wanted to be. I am different and I know it. All I want now is to stay this way. I want to be able to be okay even when things don't turn out as planned and I think I'm doing a damn good job of it. All I have to remember is to think through things and logically react to situations without panicking or letting my emotions get the best of me.
Ladytron reminds me of Georgia.
You're right, everything happens for a reason...I'd like to think that there was a reason we didn't meet until now but I guess it's for different reasons than I would like. My friendship and her happiness mean the world to me so therefore I know what I must do. I know that in the end no matter what nothing will come between our friendship and that is what makes it okay.