Limbo lower now
ARGHHHH... This state of Limbo is driving me nuts!
I am feeling really good about life .. but hating this whole Limbo thing. John got theGeo running ... he is so happy about that.
I am feeling fat and lazy .. I want to be working .. I want to be productive .. I want to help .. cleaning and cooking are very meanial tasks .. I want a real job with real meaning .. I am so tired of this waiting on other people to get me where I need to be .. ARGHH ( I mean waiting on people to call me back whenh they say they are going to .. waiting on jobs, houses, people .. always waiting).
I might not be able to go back to school in the fall becuase from what i have been hearing LCC is putting a cap on enrollment.. I am scared and sad .. I really want to do this .. and if i cant .. my family wont see it as me not being able to enroll .. it is I a doing what I always d which is walk away and give up ... which is totally NOT what I want to do. I want to be in school I want to be doing well ..but I cannot enroll till I get down there ( mainly because I am a broke hoe).
So I cannot move cause I do not have a job, I dont have a job cause I am moving, I cannot enroll in school cause I need to move .. I cannot move becuase I do not have a place to live... I do not have a place to live becuase I do not have work.
It is a stressful situation .. but I will figure it out:o)
I am feeling really good about life .. but hating this whole Limbo thing. John got theGeo running ... he is so happy about that.
I am feeling fat and lazy .. I want to be working .. I want to be productive .. I want to help .. cleaning and cooking are very meanial tasks .. I want a real job with real meaning .. I am so tired of this waiting on other people to get me where I need to be .. ARGHH ( I mean waiting on people to call me back whenh they say they are going to .. waiting on jobs, houses, people .. always waiting).
I might not be able to go back to school in the fall becuase from what i have been hearing LCC is putting a cap on enrollment.. I am scared and sad .. I really want to do this .. and if i cant .. my family wont see it as me not being able to enroll .. it is I a doing what I always d which is walk away and give up ... which is totally NOT what I want to do. I want to be in school I want to be doing well ..but I cannot enroll till I get down there ( mainly because I am a broke hoe).
So I cannot move cause I do not have a job, I dont have a job cause I am moving, I cannot enroll in school cause I need to move .. I cannot move becuase I do not have a place to live... I do not have a place to live becuase I do not have work.
It is a stressful situation .. but I will figure it out:o)