so our first marching band compitision was today, well actually century was exhibision. but anyways we rocked...well i think so. im so proud of myself. i didnt drop my falg or mess up terrible at all!

after the compitision thing Tricia gave all the guard a bag full of fruit snacks, fudge, and other goodies. i love that girl so much!!!

i am ( Read more... )

  so i dont really know how to start this entry. its crazy how things can change from so good to so bad so fast, or how things seem so natural and relaxing but get so complicated the next day.

so i have been thinking a lot about things. like who i am, who i want to be, what kind of a life im living, what kind of life i want to live, who my ( Read more... )

  life is getting better. you dont know how much better i feel about life this year then last year or the years before that. school is alright, and i even enjoy some classes. (although others stink!) i am also really happy that i have a lot of more close friends. like alica, kim, alyssa, and im better friends with leslie.

so today was awesome. it ( Read more... )

   oh my gosh, i am so freakin mad and upset. i just got back from color guard and it was like totally aweful. i freakin want to quite, but then again i dont and i wont. i coiuldnt retain any new flag work and i got everything mixed up. their are so many parts i still have to learn by saturday for the preview. i got so stressed out and i could tell ( Read more... )

physics stinks.

school has been going really well. i enjoy most of it. i dont really like my conceptual physics class, but hey...who does? my favorite class so far would have to be chorus. its so much fun, we get off topic all the time and do random things. we do exercises, take pictures, sing to ms. nicholes grandmother on the phone...i really like it.

i ( Read more... )

  not bad, not great, i dont really know what to think of it. high school is going to be much better then middle school, i can tell so far. amie and i are  friends again so its always nice starting a new year with some good friends. i went on the bus this morning and everyone was cussing everyone else out so i thought it was going to be a bad day. ( Read more... )

wow. school starts in less then 11 hours. i am so anxious but yet at the same time i don’t want to go back at all.  i will see what tomorrow brings...

about my life, well it’s not as crapy as it used to be but things are coming back to me. memories that i wish were long forgotten are in the very front of my head. my thoughts are racing even as i ( Read more... )

hey all,

i know, i havent been consistent with my updating. i have been so busy lately! i am doing color guard at century high and over the past two weeks it has been band camp. i will try to update a lot more when school starts though.

so anyways guard is really fun. sometimes i get so frusterated up 'till the point where i cry but i really ( Read more... )

  wow. it has been over 3 months since i have last updated. i guess i just got sick of what i was writing and sick of what i was feeling. i guess i started writing up again because a bunch of you have told me i should, and i think i should start up again for me.

i feel much better now. i just came back from west river camp last night. i had a ( Read more... )