Today is the First Day of the Rest of Your Life
As I sit here by the courtyard by the dorms, I can't help but reflect on my pretty off (really shitty) week. Let's recap shall we. I received a 72 percent in not only my math midterm but also my political science midterm. I would understand why I got a C in math, but POLI SCI?!?! I actually studied for that. I also received an 80 something on my Television Film Media midterm. What the hell is going on? While that was going on, I had to deal with boy who doesn't really deserve half the attention I give him. Honestly, I think he is seriously blind if he can't see that I care about him. To him I say: sorry dude. I can't be there all the time if you can't meet me half way. I'm officially dropping the negative and continuing on with this so called life.
I have to admit. This week and the week before this really got to me. I was uninspired to do anything at all. Certain people even started turning me off. Me not socialize?!?! That is really close to rock bottom.
I'm was so uninspired to live life. I feel like I'm stuck in this cyle. I felt like I knew what was going to happen tomorrow and the next day and the day after that. What's the point?
Thank God for certain little moments in life. I am honestly blessed to have someone who listens to me. ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME! It's amazing. I went to her whenever I have this itch to just leave this place. She helps bring me back to my senses. Another moment we all have to commemorate is my chat with a person I never knew I could have an honest, thought provoking, enlightening chat with. It's amazing how many things you can learn about a person (and yourself) just by sitting down and listening (and sharing ideas) to each other. You'll soon come to realize that this world you sometimes feel has turned it's back on you, still has a few surprises up its sleeve.
Yes. I have had a very bad couple of weeks, but I know its going to turn around. I'm positive. It's the way we think about the situations we are in. We are all in coflict with ourselves. Defeat the negative within yourself, and you will find something worth cherishing. That is my mission fot this week. I have to start fresh everyday. Live to be positive.
Here I go. With a few dollars in my pocket (I'm not kidding, I'm really broke), non-existant love life, and what seems to be declining grades, I will stand above this. I just have to. Whatever the prize in the end of the tunnel might be, I know it's worth it. Heck, it better be. Being optimistic today is HARD. haha
Cheers to the upcoming week. *Plus, I get my money on Wednesday CHA -CHING*
I have to admit. This week and the week before this really got to me. I was uninspired to do anything at all. Certain people even started turning me off. Me not socialize?!?! That is really close to rock bottom.
I'm was so uninspired to live life. I feel like I'm stuck in this cyle. I felt like I knew what was going to happen tomorrow and the next day and the day after that. What's the point?
Thank God for certain little moments in life. I am honestly blessed to have someone who listens to me. ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME! It's amazing. I went to her whenever I have this itch to just leave this place. She helps bring me back to my senses. Another moment we all have to commemorate is my chat with a person I never knew I could have an honest, thought provoking, enlightening chat with. It's amazing how many things you can learn about a person (and yourself) just by sitting down and listening (and sharing ideas) to each other. You'll soon come to realize that this world you sometimes feel has turned it's back on you, still has a few surprises up its sleeve.
Yes. I have had a very bad couple of weeks, but I know its going to turn around. I'm positive. It's the way we think about the situations we are in. We are all in coflict with ourselves. Defeat the negative within yourself, and you will find something worth cherishing. That is my mission fot this week. I have to start fresh everyday. Live to be positive.
Here I go. With a few dollars in my pocket (I'm not kidding, I'm really broke), non-existant love life, and what seems to be declining grades, I will stand above this. I just have to. Whatever the prize in the end of the tunnel might be, I know it's worth it. Heck, it better be. Being optimistic today is HARD. haha
Cheers to the upcoming week. *Plus, I get my money on Wednesday CHA -CHING*