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[livin4dyin]

so thanksgiving was better than i thought it was going to be.

no one knows my family, so i won't talk about it.

i'm thankful for:
-every person i think i can call a friend.
kim
ben
tom
brittany
monica
ella
i'm positive i forgot some people but im having a brain cramp. meagan, chelsie, jenalee. these are people that i want to see everyday if i don't have the oppurtunity to see them everyday. each of these people does things to me that i didn't know were possible. they make me think about myself. they help me evaluate my relationships in all areas of life to make each one better. each person inspires me. each person reminds me everday how to feel and love. you motivate me.

-my mom's ablility to realize her own mistakes, and be accepting of mine.
-my dad's long distance residency.
-the people who think i'm worthless (it only makes me want to say fuck you even more.)
-every relationship i have right now.
-the space that people are willing to give me without being insulted.

i'm not really sure i have the energy to think of what else i'm thankful for. i'm thankful that i woke up this morning.