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to everyone who has the ablility to be more in touch with themself than i do- give your self a pat on the back.
sometimes my concern with judgement overrides my ability to connect with people.
so here it is now-
to everyone this might (even slightly) apply to:
it's not your fault if we don't spend so much time together anymore. it's mine, and i'm owning up to it. i'm selfish. i'm sick of wishing. i'm detaching myself from everyone- it's a process i can't control. i can't get enough alone time. no more excuses. i'm selfish, and i don't care. it's not that i don't care about you, i simply do not have any care left inside of me.
yours truly,
korinne.
ps- stop pretending that you know me. i'm not predictable. i'm not pissed off either. this is me trying to sort myself out.
--edit--
i cried one tear for the first time a few minutes ago.
and of all things, it was my reaction to the scene in donnie darko when he comes back into the movie theater and kisses gretchen after burning the house down.
it was so oddly breathtaking.
sometimes my concern with judgement overrides my ability to connect with people.
so here it is now-
to everyone this might (even slightly) apply to:
it's not your fault if we don't spend so much time together anymore. it's mine, and i'm owning up to it. i'm selfish. i'm sick of wishing. i'm detaching myself from everyone- it's a process i can't control. i can't get enough alone time. no more excuses. i'm selfish, and i don't care. it's not that i don't care about you, i simply do not have any care left inside of me.
yours truly,
korinne.
ps- stop pretending that you know me. i'm not predictable. i'm not pissed off either. this is me trying to sort myself out.
--edit--
i cried one tear for the first time a few minutes ago.
and of all things, it was my reaction to the scene in donnie darko when he comes back into the movie theater and kisses gretchen after burning the house down.
it was so oddly breathtaking.