Two entry's today-Entry Two-The Poem

[livesoul]

I can't believe this is happening to me, I can't believe you have to make me cry. I don't want to loose you or let you go, But you fight me all the same. Why is it, that of all people, my heart hates me the most. Life is funny, for it finds ways to make me cry, live and even die inside. It takes me so high, then makes me fall away. It makes me believe I have no purpose, it makes me feel so empty inside. Yet I walk, I live, and breath this way. Why are my emotions a bottle about to burst, why are my lies always so painful? Do I really deserve to feel this way, I hope that your plans move me, I hope that his plans take me above all this. I feel that I am serving him, but maybe I only serve myself. I love you, is the words I speak, I hate you, is the words I feel in return. Please Love me, please hold me close, please don't let me cry anymore...please just take me away...

god this poem sucked