Two entry's today-Entry One
So today I am gracing L.J. with two entries. I normally don't write this much but I have a lot of bottled up emotions that need to be let out. So to start I'm going to say I am at caribou on a study break. So I'm trying to be brief. We will start with last night, which was Saturday the 20th of Jan. 07. I had asked a girl from my work to go out with me and have a drink or what not. So she obliged and we went to Max n. Erma's and had a couple beers and some cookies( weird but delicious). We talked about a lot of things, but what surprised me the most, is she is quitting Caribou soon and moving to Chicago. It's ironic for me because I finally meet someone I am interested in and would like to get to know better and more personally, and she is taken away from me. I think I am a good person, I believe I have the right intentions in life, but I feel cheated today, more then anything I feel robbed. Maybe my interests are more then how she would even come close to feeling about me, or maybe even she just wanted to be nice and didn't want to say no. But either way I feel like I am going to cry when she leaves. I don't know her that well, but she is a friend, and will be missed. I guess life has it's own way of telling me something may not be right for me. But I still wish I could tell it other wise. I know Chicago isn't that far away, but 6 hours is quite a distance when you think about it. But who knows, maybe this is life's way of telling me it's time to move out and move on, maybe look for a real job and become a man. I don't know how ready I am to grow up and take the next step, but i guess i have to, I just hope everyone understands that when I finally do leave, I will miss you all, and hope you miss me as well. But who knows right now...there is entry one of two.