Mar 17, 2004 00:03
k, so here's the rest. IF you read it anyways :( nah, u don't have to if u don't want to i guess. here's the short version if u don't wanna read EXACTLY wut happened lol ummmmmmm.....yea, we fooled around. lol, how's that for short. no sex or anything, even thouogh she asked if i had a condom, good thing i didn't. neither of us even got off, i dunno, the car was too uncomfy and positions were bad and stuff, and right when she was about to like twice haha i would say something lol and like throw it off. lol it was funny. :)
detailed a lil bit: so like almost right after we park, she gets on me like a mermaid would, hehe i hold her in my arms like a baby kinda and it was sweet. she bit my ear and shit, grrrrr i bit her neck grrrrr haha so wutever, and then she was kinda makin' me all hornified and i was like, ok, u need to go haha she said no. we hugged, i was like rubbing her legs. just teasing her. i really wanted to like get her real horny and then make her go like she does to ME! lol but in doing so, like, i inched my hand further and further up her thighs, and i could tell that she wasn't gonna stop me anymore, cuz she wanted it, so i placed my hand right between her legs, and she wanted it bad. lol so i rubbed it, and made it feel good and then stopped and said, "ok, time to go." haha it was great! she was like, "nuh uh" hehe then i got into it, and didn't stop STUPID ME! see, if I get started i can't stop, cuz i can't really do that to someone i love. so then she's all, u wanna? and she gets in back, and pulls me back there with her.
we blah blah blah, just hand stuff, and it was nice, then switched places and moved around and then we just stopped, it was over, nice, like a lower sense of satisfaction, but satisfaction none the less. no kissing 'til i said in the middle of it haha, i'm so evil, didn't intend to be, but yea, i go, "be with me 'til the end of the night" FREAKED HER OUUUUT! haha she was like, "WHAT?" with her eyes all wide. then i explained i wanted to kiss her real bad and didn't wanna break my promise. so we agreed, and were together for the night so we could kiss. blah blah, kissed a lil bit, had an EXTREMELY nice kiss before we left the van. i went to break up with her lol and she goes, "uh uh, i'm breaking up with you" i told HER, "no way, i got dumped the first time, this time i dump you!" hehe it was funny, then she's all, "awwww, i think i might cry tonight" like a serious but not serious lol
so yea, that's how we ended it, and i haven't talked to her since it happened last night. and hopefully, next time we talk, (she's all wanting to like see these home movies with me, forest gump and gia and shit. so i dunno) but yea, next time i'll talk to her about the reversal of roles and how i see her now. :(
wish me luck, talk to ya lata megs, sry if u hate me now
!!WHOA IS ME!! hehe
~stupid predictable lil ol' meeeeee D
grrrrrrr :-D ~~~MEGAN!!!!~~~~~~~RULES!!!!~~~~~