omg, this is horrible!!
well well wellllllll...........
yes ladies and gentlemen, we did it again. :-/
.......................see, i hadn't been calling her and had been kinda upset, not at her, but upset cuz of the fact that i felt like i was bothering her as she would be me if the roles were reversed. blah blah blah, i really wanted to talk to her about that, how i saw the reversal of roles and how it made me feel so she'd understand. she just kept thinking it was something she did or said. she was all, "what did I do? what did i say? did i say anything in this comvo to upset you?" i was just like, no, not at all. "then why are u sad?" blah blah, i'm not, yes you are, ur lieing...blah haha right? ok.......
so, this is all on the phone last night just after 9.
i was gonna go out with SOMEONE but as the night grew later i didn't feel like it more and more, i left a message on one persons voicemail, and then just didn't shower cuz i wasn't going out. then my mom was all, "u going out? cuz the rent needs to be dropped off." lol, so then i figured i was gonna go out with someone, or maybe my buddy will just do it with me. my buddy martin had been calling like crazy, 7 total times that night, and i was playing jak II and didn't wanna hang with him yet, just not in the mood. then jaclyn calls at like 844 after she got off work at 8. i got frustrated with jak and turned it off and called her back. she offered to go with me to drop the rent off. after a lil bit, i kept trying to see if she'd say that she wanted to go because SHE wanted to see ME and she missed me or something, but she just KEPT saying, "cuz u wanna see me, cuz u need company, cuz YOU...cuz YOU need..." never her, it was only cuz of me. i told her wut she was doing, and she like baaarrrrely said cuz she wanted to see me. wow, it was so funny. and sad at the same time lol
so i did NOT wanna pick her up if she didn't really wanna go ya know? then it would just not be good again. so i got her to tell me she DID wanna go, and i was feelin' good about it. so i picked her up and we dropped the rent off, she was all staring at me lookin' all pretty, and wondering why i was upset. i really wanted to tell her but it wasn't time yet. so i made her go put the rent in the slot cuz i'm done doing everything for her ya know? just doesn't work. so i put her to work lol :)
then i took her home, oh! she wanted to know what I was gonna do for HER cuz she dropped the rent off. lol i was like, uh, buy u fatburger? lol she was all wanting me to say something else. i could hear it in her voice, and the usual me woulda said it, ya know, "uhhh, give u pleasure" haha not that corny but, yea. and at her house, .........damnit, i can't finish now lol sry, i hate to leave you hangin.....ok, i'll finish tonight after work, promise :-* l8a,
~D
yes ladies and gentlemen, we did it again. :-/
.......................see, i hadn't been calling her and had been kinda upset, not at her, but upset cuz of the fact that i felt like i was bothering her as she would be me if the roles were reversed. blah blah blah, i really wanted to talk to her about that, how i saw the reversal of roles and how it made me feel so she'd understand. she just kept thinking it was something she did or said. she was all, "what did I do? what did i say? did i say anything in this comvo to upset you?" i was just like, no, not at all. "then why are u sad?" blah blah, i'm not, yes you are, ur lieing...blah haha right? ok.......
so, this is all on the phone last night just after 9.
i was gonna go out with SOMEONE but as the night grew later i didn't feel like it more and more, i left a message on one persons voicemail, and then just didn't shower cuz i wasn't going out. then my mom was all, "u going out? cuz the rent needs to be dropped off." lol, so then i figured i was gonna go out with someone, or maybe my buddy will just do it with me. my buddy martin had been calling like crazy, 7 total times that night, and i was playing jak II and didn't wanna hang with him yet, just not in the mood. then jaclyn calls at like 844 after she got off work at 8. i got frustrated with jak and turned it off and called her back. she offered to go with me to drop the rent off. after a lil bit, i kept trying to see if she'd say that she wanted to go because SHE wanted to see ME and she missed me or something, but she just KEPT saying, "cuz u wanna see me, cuz u need company, cuz YOU...cuz YOU need..." never her, it was only cuz of me. i told her wut she was doing, and she like baaarrrrely said cuz she wanted to see me. wow, it was so funny. and sad at the same time lol
so i did NOT wanna pick her up if she didn't really wanna go ya know? then it would just not be good again. so i got her to tell me she DID wanna go, and i was feelin' good about it. so i picked her up and we dropped the rent off, she was all staring at me lookin' all pretty, and wondering why i was upset. i really wanted to tell her but it wasn't time yet. so i made her go put the rent in the slot cuz i'm done doing everything for her ya know? just doesn't work. so i put her to work lol :)
then i took her home, oh! she wanted to know what I was gonna do for HER cuz she dropped the rent off. lol i was like, uh, buy u fatburger? lol she was all wanting me to say something else. i could hear it in her voice, and the usual me woulda said it, ya know, "uhhh, give u pleasure" haha not that corny but, yea. and at her house, .........damnit, i can't finish now lol sry, i hate to leave you hangin.....ok, i'll finish tonight after work, promise :-* l8a,
~D