All the world is a stage/And everyone has their part/But how was I to know/Which way the story goes?

[liver_tyler]

I know that we all go through slumps sometimes. It seems as though no matter what we do, think, hear, see, etc... Nothing can make us smile or feel light again. Everything weighs down, and eventually we don't even want to bother. Things become reaction, irritating, boring, etc. Sometimes, we get so used to being unhappy, that we can't handle or

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[miss_xtina]

You know, I have to admit, there's no place I'd rather be than laying in my bed with a thing if ice cream and Disney moveies. Because we're all little kids at heart, we like hearing about the rainbow after the storm, we like thinking that things will always have a fairy tale ending. It's just a nice thought, to think that everyone is happy, and the bad people get what they deserve. It's just...it's something that people need to believe in, I guess. I'm rambling now. But I think you get my idea, well at least I hope you do :)

[liver_tyler]

I get your idea, and I agree with it.
I wish more people could, or would, though. It's really depressing.

[miss_xtina]

It really is, I mean, there's a lot of good in the world. It's just easier for people to focus on the depressing stuff. Everyone has good in them, I mean, shit, even Ted Bundy had good in him. People just need to have faith in somethingI guess, they need something to believe in? and it's sad when you see people without it, and well shit, I'm rambling again *laughs*

[liver_tyler]

Sometimes I feel immature, or guilty for simply being happy and having fun.

Then I realize that it's sad that for a person to be able to enjoy life and have fun, people just associate that with being childish, because that's the last time they've had that same happiness themselves.

I like your rambling. I love rambling. Even about stupid shit. Everything that can be said or commented on, is important to me, because I like to learn so much - even weird things, or "boring" things. Look at me, now I'm the one rambling. Don't I always do that though?

[miss_xtina]

I know what you mean, yes. But everyone needs to have fun sometime, maybe that's why I love little kids, not just Lily, but Stevie too, and my little Cow. Because they can just have fun and don't have to worry about the problems, they're innocent. There's nothing really wrong with acting like a child, in fact, I really do like acting like a kid over my age, because it's fun. Acting like a bitch, being mean to people, it's fun. And as stupid and rude as it sounds, it's true. Because it's the honest truth.

And I love your rambling. I never get bored. I love learning things about my friends, because they never tell you. And I don't know why *shrugs* Things that people don't think are special, or important - well, they mean the world to someone else. They make other people feel needed. They give purpose. And I don't know, maybe it's just me, but I really don't think there's anything that makes someone feel better than to be needed by someone else.

[liver_tyler]

I used to make myself hate kids. I even stole a kids lollipop once, just to make my hatred of them official. Orlando got all "grrr *shocked*" over that one though. :X Oh well, it was a stupid kid, anyway. I hate the kids that kick the back of my seat when I'm driving, spit gum into my hair, or blow their noses on my clothes. I hate kids that make me feel stupid, and I hate kids that ask "why" non-stop. I like the nice kids though. I like nice little innocent kids. Or at least the ones afraid of me :X I just love their freedom. I love baseball in the street, and spit-shakes, and the times when the worst word I knew what "aint" and saying "crap" was like, "whhooooaaaa." Acting like a bitch is fun, but it's sad when you wonder when the bitching is the acting, or the niceness is acting

[miss_xtina]

I remember when I was little, the word "butthole" was blasphemous. But I do love kids, I love kids whos biggest drama is falling down and skinning their elbow, or having to share their parents attention. I love the way they can take naps, watch stupid movies, and have great dreams, that aren't stupid. I love the dreamers. Having your head up in the clouds, that's the only way to live. It really is.

Sometimes you need people to help you. Sometimes you just need to get it all out. Sometimes you just need to have someone sit and listen. But you really do need to get it out, you can't keep it in forever, you dig a hole and pretty soon that hole becomes you. I know it, everyone knows it. And now, only one song seems appropriate for the moment *dies*

I DON'T WANNA GROW UP
I'M A TOYS R US KID
THERE'S A MILLION TOYS AT TOYS R US
THAT I CAN PLAY WITH
FROM TRUCKS TO GAMES
TO VIDEO GAMES
IT'S THE BIGGEST TOY STORE THERE IS
GEE WHIZ!
I DON'T WANNA GROW UP
CUZ IF I DID
I WOULDN'T BE A TOYS R US KID!

[liver_tyler]

You know I sat here and looked at the screen for about twenty minutes and couldn't think of much else to say. Other than I wish people could just trust others. Because that's what it boils down to.

I have my own version that a friend of mine created a long time ago *dies*:

I don't want to grow up
Cuz I'm a Johnny kid
He's got a million billion different parts
that I can play with!
From whips to chains,
to kinky ass games,
He's the best kind of play toy there is!
Gee whiz!
I don't want to grow up,
Cuz if I did!
I wouldn't have Johnny's kids.

*dies dies dies* Switch the names to fit your own, although the last line kind of makes them sound like a pedophile. *cracks up*