Apr 09, 2006 23:41
i hate this . ............ have i metioned that lately.
lol.
my lips are always chapped!!!!
back to what i was saying.., so ya i hate this.
these stupid feelings.
im totally making HUGE GI-NORMOUS steps though..., doing things that are really hard for me to do.
why are we our own biggest enemies?
i let go of a little today, not much.... but at least it's something... in the right direction. however it's weird i never fully let go or get rid of something. i always make sure there is something left to hang on to or fall back on just in case. as if im not ready or something.., or that im scared.
i feel empty sometimes.
like something to me is missing .....
i just need to face and accept things.
which, my friends is one of the hardest things to do
confront, admit, tackle, and change.
g-nite