such a mess
I want everything to be normal again. I want my daddy to be home, not just home but the same as before. I miss my normal life. It's not really home without anyone in it. I'm alone all the time, but I don't want anyone to come over here. I just want my family back.
I got my report card. It wasn't even bad exactly. It's just not good enough. My cumulative GPA is depressing. I should be doing better. Whatever happened to me being smart?
I'm so tired.
i want to call people, but i don't know what to say, and i don't want to hear "how's he doing" anymore. That question doesn't help anything. it doesn't comfort anyone. if you want to know the answer then go and see him. if you're asking me because you will gauge how i'm doing by my answer to how he's doing then just ask me how I am. i don't want to talk to people about it anymore, it's hard and uncomfortable.
i want to sleep, but i have homework i should do...and i'm going to have a ton of make-up homework to do this week. i want school to just go away for a while, but it won't.
the sound of my empty house is sad.
I got my report card. It wasn't even bad exactly. It's just not good enough. My cumulative GPA is depressing. I should be doing better. Whatever happened to me being smart?
I'm so tired.
i want to call people, but i don't know what to say, and i don't want to hear "how's he doing" anymore. That question doesn't help anything. it doesn't comfort anyone. if you want to know the answer then go and see him. if you're asking me because you will gauge how i'm doing by my answer to how he's doing then just ask me how I am. i don't want to talk to people about it anymore, it's hard and uncomfortable.
i want to sleep, but i have homework i should do...and i'm going to have a ton of make-up homework to do this week. i want school to just go away for a while, but it won't.
the sound of my empty house is sad.