the week continues
my dad has color. it's nice to see him walk.
i'm not going to school tomorrow. i need to be able to control something in my life, everything else is way too screwed up, and out of control. it's scary, and hard and i want it to be done.
i don't know who to thank for garry. He's been there like no one else could. he wouldn't let me hide from him. he lets me cry and explains why everything's gonna be okay. he gave me rides to the hospital. he met the new baby with me (her name is Petra Heidi Rockwell, she's 8 lbs, 8 oz and 20 inches long. she is the cutest most beautiful thing on the panet.)
...so what if he let his brother shave his head almost bald, and it's ugly...he's still the most wonderful boy ever...even if i can't look at him anymore.
i want to cry again. i don't even know why. my mom says i just need to crash, i mean my dad did almost die. thank god he's done so well.
~love~
~koda~
i'm not going to school tomorrow. i need to be able to control something in my life, everything else is way too screwed up, and out of control. it's scary, and hard and i want it to be done.
i don't know who to thank for garry. He's been there like no one else could. he wouldn't let me hide from him. he lets me cry and explains why everything's gonna be okay. he gave me rides to the hospital. he met the new baby with me (her name is Petra Heidi Rockwell, she's 8 lbs, 8 oz and 20 inches long. she is the cutest most beautiful thing on the panet.)
...so what if he let his brother shave his head almost bald, and it's ugly...he's still the most wonderful boy ever...even if i can't look at him anymore.
i want to cry again. i don't even know why. my mom says i just need to crash, i mean my dad did almost die. thank god he's done so well.
~love~
~koda~