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first of all let me say that i just saw that movie farenhit 9/11 and walking out of that movie i was like whoa! like youre watching it and u got all these different emotions, like u wonder how could our president do this to ppl and you feel sorry for all the innocent ppl but than u see what happens to our troops and it makes u feel so bad, but all i can say is thanks to those troops and the family of all the soliders, damn its gotta be so hard, and i really appreciate everything that they do! i can't wait to get my masters and become a physical therapist, there was one in the movie, and she was helping them and i thought about it and i realized how i i can't wait till that's me, it's something that i've always wanted to do, and i look forward to it.
but aside from that my day was okay until right now when Derek pissed me off, but i guess i'll start from the beginning, i went to gov. found out most of our grade depends on attendance n i'm happy cuz i'm always there. OMG danny sent me this txt message and he's like sorry about reacitng the way i did, i hope we can still be friends, and maybe we could be friends w/ benifits and than b.f and g.f and i'm like DUDE!!!! DO U NOT GET IT? I HAVE A GUY! I swear some ppl just need to get a fucking clue. than i went to alg. than came home and i seriously cleaned up the house, than matt from work came by and droped of the schedual and said goodbye cuz he's living to wichita w/ his g.f and baby, it's kinda sad seeing him go he was a cool guy. than i got ready to go to the movies w/ my family, and now i'm home and well i get to come home to derek being mean to me...great huh? i swear i dunno where this realtionship will ever go to, theres so much that he doesn't understand, things that he will never get, i wish he was more understanding and i wish we could both be inlove again, and not have to go thru , all the bullshit with parents/siblings/ ex girlfriends, friends. THINGS CAN JUST BE SO FRUSTURATING! I HATE THIS SHIT! I HAVING TO DEAL WITH IT, Y CAN'T LIFE JUST BE PERFECT?
but aside from that my day was okay until right now when Derek pissed me off, but i guess i'll start from the beginning, i went to gov. found out most of our grade depends on attendance n i'm happy cuz i'm always there. OMG danny sent me this txt message and he's like sorry about reacitng the way i did, i hope we can still be friends, and maybe we could be friends w/ benifits and than b.f and g.f and i'm like DUDE!!!! DO U NOT GET IT? I HAVE A GUY! I swear some ppl just need to get a fucking clue. than i went to alg. than came home and i seriously cleaned up the house, than matt from work came by and droped of the schedual and said goodbye cuz he's living to wichita w/ his g.f and baby, it's kinda sad seeing him go he was a cool guy. than i got ready to go to the movies w/ my family, and now i'm home and well i get to come home to derek being mean to me...great huh? i swear i dunno where this realtionship will ever go to, theres so much that he doesn't understand, things that he will never get, i wish he was more understanding and i wish we could both be inlove again, and not have to go thru , all the bullshit with parents/siblings/ ex girlfriends, friends. THINGS CAN JUST BE SO FRUSTURATING! I HATE THIS SHIT! I HAVING TO DEAL WITH IT, Y CAN'T LIFE JUST BE PERFECT?