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So recently things have been going okay, i've been busy with work, oh i found out i'm the one person that my managers actually don't talk shit about cool huh? it's always good to be liked! i mean i think they're all pretty cool, yeah they speak and do some fucked up shit to other people, which is not cool, but although this may sound concited all i reall care about is me! and if they're cool with me, and i havne't done shit to piss them off, than COOL BEANS! but yeah my family has been in town recently, my grandma kept asking for a certain friend, well we all know who, but all i said to her was that things change, just like i've written befor, and my grandma is a very understanding person, and she's very loving and she understood, but she did ask for her...but on to a brighter subject so they left today, and in a way i was kinda happy cuz my cousins were driving me crazy, i don't think i've ever met ppl so lazy in my life! and than i really missed my bed, and i was just going crazy, but i did enjoy the time we spent together.i think my older cousin had a crush on B haha that's just cuz she's so cute! but yeah so today, was okay i went to school, Danny didn't even say one word to me he's pissed at me cuz i don't wanna get with his ass it's like COME ON YOU HAVE A GIRL AND I HAVE A GUY! how hard is that to understand? i swear that boy just doesnt take rejection well... prob cuz it's never happend to him befor, yeah he's a model and all but that doesn't make him the shit! i dunno it sucks cuz it's like CANT I JUST HAVE A GUY FRIEND??? w/o them wanting to get in a realtionship and blah blah blah! ppl drive me crazy. I mean i have made some pretty cool guy friends and some of them are guys i can really trust, like eric and michael from nextel and matt from my work, and mo well he's just the best, no guy could take his place, we're romeo and juliet, i luv the boy....as a friend that is NOTHING MORE! but yeah i like the friends i have made.but anywho than after gov, i went to take my math test which i think i did well on, than i called my bumble bee and she came and got me and we went to her house, and we were hungry and i wanted some queso really bad so we went up to Chili's we saw Stefan, he like came over to our booth and everything, he's a sweet guy i can see why jackie liked him but she's moved on and she's content and so is he, but honestly i dont think ive ever met such an honest person in my life. He's a cutie, you can tell that he has a good heart and doesn't let any shit or anybody change his thought or feelings.But yeah so Derek came w/ us too, i was glad to see him although he was kinda snappy, oh and it was funny...well not really but yeah so we all got on the subject about shit talking and how ppl like to do it cuz they have nothing better to do, and how ppl believe it and some ppl don't and he's like yea i wish Jessi wouldn't have belived it just like him, and i was like DUDE IT WAS YOUR OWN X-GIRLFRIEND! and than after that guess who calls him???????? hmmmm i wonder? i swear,the only way i will ever be his girlfriend is if he lets go of what they had, you know it's one thing to be friends but he like completly crossed that line, and that's something i just can't accept. I did befor but ever since that one day i just can't! i just wish he could make up his mind, b-cuz it's not fair for me to wait forever ya know? while he gets the both of best world. but it's cool, i mean i'm dealing with my shit too, but i know what i want! so there's a difference!
but yeah so than i went home than to work, i got extra hours, omg i worked like crazy today, i was excited though i love my work im' gonna miss it so much! :( but it's oaky i get it back during holidays or any other day. OH OKAY speaking of Photography recently since it's been cool i've been wanting to wear sweaters and i really want my sweater back please! to that matter all my clothes, i have all of yours together in a bag, and i'll be more than welcome to take it to you but if i could please have my sweater and sofee shorts, and t-shirts and blouses and shoes, i would surly appreciate it cuz i'm gonna need to start packing my stuff for TWU! thanks you!
Oh my friend michael like came up to my work and told me how he got this chick gave him her number, i love Michael we can talk about anything and than he's all telling me about this chick but she doenst know that he's in a steady realtionship with someone he loves and he's not really into "play" he like more of a woman who knows what he wants, but yeah and than he told me that one of my "aquantances" came up to his work and started talking to him, and he told me all about it, and than when B came up and saw me he was like a mediator trying to solve a problem, which in reality we dont' really see much of a problem, we've moved one, were cool with where we're at, yeah i would like my cloths but if it's gonna start more issues than fuck it, but honestly i'm happy where i'm at, i luv my life, and i love my best friend, and i'm content with the person i am, i have no need to chase after uncatchable things anymore! but i appreciate michael for wanting the best but sometimes what seems to be the best in reality isn't even close.
but anyways it's getting late i got school tommorow.
So peace out rabbit!
but yeah so than i went home than to work, i got extra hours, omg i worked like crazy today, i was excited though i love my work im' gonna miss it so much! :( but it's oaky i get it back during holidays or any other day. OH OKAY speaking of Photography recently since it's been cool i've been wanting to wear sweaters and i really want my sweater back please! to that matter all my clothes, i have all of yours together in a bag, and i'll be more than welcome to take it to you but if i could please have my sweater and sofee shorts, and t-shirts and blouses and shoes, i would surly appreciate it cuz i'm gonna need to start packing my stuff for TWU! thanks you!
Oh my friend michael like came up to my work and told me how he got this chick gave him her number, i love Michael we can talk about anything and than he's all telling me about this chick but she doenst know that he's in a steady realtionship with someone he loves and he's not really into "play" he like more of a woman who knows what he wants, but yeah and than he told me that one of my "aquantances" came up to his work and started talking to him, and he told me all about it, and than when B came up and saw me he was like a mediator trying to solve a problem, which in reality we dont' really see much of a problem, we've moved one, were cool with where we're at, yeah i would like my cloths but if it's gonna start more issues than fuck it, but honestly i'm happy where i'm at, i luv my life, and i love my best friend, and i'm content with the person i am, i have no need to chase after uncatchable things anymore! but i appreciate michael for wanting the best but sometimes what seems to be the best in reality isn't even close.
but anyways it's getting late i got school tommorow.
So peace out rabbit!