Jul 10, 2005 11:17
Last nite i was confronted by my past. It literally came out of no where, walked thru the doors of a shell service station and looked as shocked as i felt. Steven Clarsen, my 1st real boyfriend, was at the same shell station at the same time as me last night, and it freaked us both out. He looked terrible cause he hadnt slept in two weeks, but he was still the same face that i remember from so long ago. The same eyes, same mouth, same jaw bone. But this time was different to all the other times. I was always trying to impress him in some sort of way, make him realise what he didnt have (or if we were boyfriend and girlfriend, what he did have) This time - i didnt care. And that felt so weird to me. I guess it just felt out of routine. Meh!!
Nigel Liz and I went to the airport last night. We went thru the cripsy creme drive thru and they dared me to go to the car infront and ask them what the time was. But it had to be with a pommy accent. So i did. And then Nigel decided to follow them, so i could ask them where the merc hotel was. Bah! It was so funny! And then they led us to the hotel. How sweet is that? (God love Aussies!)
Thats about it! But here are some song lyrics to fit the 1st part of this entry! Love ya (kiss kiss)
Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silence is on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now( but right now ) all I feel (all I feel) is the pain of the fighting starting up again
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time
Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we could make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I'm wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again,
laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise 'til 3 am,
And the neighbors would complain
All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time
Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down
Down, down,down...
Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Don't say a word, (Please don't leave...)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, (Please don't leave...)
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
curioser and curioser...