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It's been awhile. Seems like a lot has happened, but nothing has really changed I guess.
Been in a rut for awhile and I can't seem to help myself outta it.
There are things I miss and things I want back, that I know are impossible to have.
Hate crying every night, wondering if what I'm doing is the right thing.
A lot of wasted time fighting. A lot of MY wasted energy on something that seems to mean nothing to HIM.
Just wanted someone to care, and not turn their back on me. Shouldn't have ever expected that for anyone.
Are all the tears worth the short laughs and smiles?
Been in a rut for awhile and I can't seem to help myself outta it.
There are things I miss and things I want back, that I know are impossible to have.
Hate crying every night, wondering if what I'm doing is the right thing.
A lot of wasted time fighting. A lot of MY wasted energy on something that seems to mean nothing to HIM.
Just wanted someone to care, and not turn their back on me. Shouldn't have ever expected that for anyone.
Are all the tears worth the short laughs and smiles?