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This pretty much sucks. I've been done with school since 8:30. Jake pretty much just told me I looked like hell. Almost broke down again. Didn't feel like i slept at all. I woke up pissed off...he never came. I've been pissed ever since. I'm tired as fuck.
I just wish something could be stable in my life.
I have a fucking interview today. How am I supposed to put on a smile when I feel like shit? Fuck. He knew this was important to me.
"At least he doesn't have 2 personalities..." Um, yea he does. Now. Try to be all cool infront of his friends. That's bullshit. I liked your other friends just fine.
FUCK. this is impossible. I just want to give up. For good. Why fight for something that just causes you pain?
I just wish something could be stable in my life.
I have a fucking interview today. How am I supposed to put on a smile when I feel like shit? Fuck. He knew this was important to me.
"At least he doesn't have 2 personalities..." Um, yea he does. Now. Try to be all cool infront of his friends. That's bullshit. I liked your other friends just fine.
FUCK. this is impossible. I just want to give up. For good. Why fight for something that just causes you pain?