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Dec 01, 2005 01:20

Alright, this is an update to get some stuff off of my chest. I guess it is all spurring from my weekend. Good show by the way Aaron, you guys rocked besides all the technical difficulties. I had a blast the whole damn time, except for when I realized that alot of things in my group of freinds has changed. The group of people that used to know me as the girl who was quiet and just a freindly person seems to be getting smaller. While the group that thinks of me as a homewrecker or a bitch is getting bigger. Honestly I haven't changed enough for peoples opinions of me to change so drastically. I do not hate anyone and I don't want problems with anyone. Also with information that was brought to my attention this weekend it makes me realize that I was given a pretty bad rap for a not so good reason. I apologized a million times, so maybe people should think about who hasn't done that. Also to make judgments on someone for something that you yourself are doing is very hypocritical. I just wish people would let me talk to them and get things off my chest. Also, if anyone feels the need to make me feel uncomfortable or unwanted at my own Aunt and Uncles house again I think they should do the mature thing and tell me themselves that they would rather me skip a function on account of awkwardness. I can't believe this is still going on even, I have gotten over it so long ago. I am not going to lie though I do look back on my summer memories fondly and wish I could go back. I really really do, who wouldn't though, it was an awesome summer filled with alot of great memories...
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This summer was the best, I realize that things will never be that way again. I do hope that people could take my feelings into consideration a little bit though, look at things from my perspective and realize that I have never done anything to hurt you intentionally. Alright, I guess that is all for my emo- update, sorry if I ofended anyone but I am not going to take back anything I have said, I feel its the truth. Untill next time...
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