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So scratch that last one, I was kinda freaking out.
So this weekend was a good one. : )
Friday Alex and I went to the beach, again. And we walked on the rocks even though I thought I was going to fall in and die... But I actually went to the end and we sat on a rock and just talked. It was so pretty and amazing to be there with him. And then I had a craving for Ice Cream. So we had to search the town for an ice-cream place. And we finally found one and I got my ice-cream and I was happy. Then we went back to my house and looked at the stars. And my mom decided to come out and talk to us. She is a funny one, that she is.
Saturday I sat around for a while and waited for Alex to call then took a shower. And then he called and said I could go with him to his dance comp. : ) So I packed and took a nap and waited for them to pick me up. Then we took a ride down to Mass. and checked in the hotel. And went out to dinner, and I felt comfortable with him, his mom, and his sister which was good. I hate being nervous around people. And I met some of the other dancers and then watched movies and fell asleep.
Sunday I woke up and snuggled with Alex for an hour. : ) Then after Alex took an hour to get ready..gosh... I took a shower and then all the dancers and to put on make-up so I stood there as Alex did blush. haha. Then we went to the place where the competition was and unloaded stuff. Then I watched the dances and they were really good. I was pretty proud of Alex. It made me smile. But I kinda felt awkward there and I didnt really feel wanted, but thats normal. Those girls made me nervous, so I got quiet... I hate that. I just wish for once i could just be myself but for some reason I'm too ashamed of myself or something. I don't know. Yeah so after Alex's last dance we left and Alex and I slept in the backseat. I didn't really want to leave, we should just live together, haha. But then I got home and my mom talked non-stop from the moment I walked in the door. and yeah.
So today I updated about in the last one.