everything and nothing at the same time...
I never realized the difficulty in facing a blank page until just now. Things never seem difficult until you face them square.............Im not suprised at the way things are going right now. But at the same time I am surprised, i know that doesnt make any sense but in some strange way its true! Often these days I think about things, places I have been, time I have passed, and the people I have met along this way. It all seems like a lot that amounts to nothing. I just lack the strength and energy to even go on this way these days. I even lack the creative intiative to write anything else....