Jan 01, 2005 14:16
So now that I have created my own perceptions about what my life should be like, reality has shoved them aside. I realize that all my ideas of what things are, are wrong. Here I am stuck in this translation between era's, between perceptions and reality. Truth is though there is no real translation its black and white. I just can't find my life in reality, because I have never lived in it. I have always tried to disregard everybody elses "cools" and ideas about cool and make my own but my own were never real, no matter what I think is cool its perceptions not reality.....(cont later)