second harder then the first
How could it be that saying goodbye a second time was harder then the first goodbye. And this time it seems so out of place because not but a week and I will see her again. I dont know. Strange things happen, and stranger will happen. But it was so good to see her smiling face in person again. She's such a good friend. Shes so sweet to, she bought me dinner last night for my birthday and did that thing where all the servers come over and sing happy birthday. And she made me a CD for my birthday with a bunch of songs by yellow card, and some Schola concert stuff, and a lil bit of other stuff. Its amazing as I sit here and write this I am looking at my pictures of her and brendan and chris and I can't help but smile and get a strike of pain at the same time. For my life is just not the same without them but the thought of them always brings a smile to my face and a warm feeling to my heart. Makes me wonder how Ill make it 6 months or more out at sea without them. Theyre so amazing. I miss them so much, Just as I love them with all my heart. With everything to give them and everything for them to take. They are as much a part of my family as my parents and sisters. What I would do without them, they are my reasons for living, for being who I am, doing what I am doing just as much as my blood family. And I love them just as much too. I would give anything for them. I hope all 3 of you get to read this, I love you guys with all my heart, I wish I could tell you how much you guys mean to me, but I can't there arent enough words in all the languages of the world, enough tones in a pencil shading, or perfect strokes in an artists brush to tell you guys what you mean to me. I love you guys, ...."We'll be miles apart, Ill keep you deep inside, your always in my Heart"...Life has become all to hard without you and when we were together just seems so far, it seems so long ago......I am so grateful for the 3 of you, you have no idea...
"how far is it to heaven" -Los Lonely Boys- I know the answer but theres more than 1, but there is just 1 place where all the pieces come together is 195.77 miles at the cross roads, where A Franciscan, An Irish Saint, The Son, and The Mother stand watching for us, awaiting our return home.
-Jimmy-
"how far is it to heaven" -Los Lonely Boys- I know the answer but theres more than 1, but there is just 1 place where all the pieces come together is 195.77 miles at the cross roads, where A Franciscan, An Irish Saint, The Son, and The Mother stand watching for us, awaiting our return home.
-Jimmy-