haha what a bunch of emo crap huh?

[live_a_life]

i seek inspiration
to no avail
to walk down these roads
your face grow pail
to see into your eyes
and see such a smile
i held your hand
you love lasted miles
i remember your kiss
there was no taste
as fowl
i remember now
that mistake i once made
to give into your looks
you eyes
your lips
i fell for your tricks
your games
your trouble
how i dont know
and dont wanna know why
all that i know
is that you make me wanna cry

i really dont know what to do at all, goin to school tomarrow hopefully, ive had a roller coaster of a week. my mom said she considered divorcing my dad, i cant imagine the strife brought onto my mom by all this. i love her.