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i really have no idea what im goin to do.i need a better job, i get paid shit. sacrifice everything just to get to work on mtime and leave and have to walk like 4 miles to get somewhere in the freezing cold. fuck that. im very tired and have chosen to not go to school today. i asked my mom to dinner today but she said she is booked, too booked for her own son. maybe thats why i left, nobody has their priorities straight. they all want something more than me and when they get it, all they want is more, till slowly i just fade out and am not even noticed anymore.